Sunday, August 31, 2008

ytd went out to bugis wif them to eat steamboat
after back take bus back to amk
pool again
seems no life
haha
play till 12
went homed

i am so far from u

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

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feeling screwed up
argx
screwed up life
jus hope nth will go wrong

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Friday, August 29, 2008

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

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teachers day celebration
went sch gie afiq ss bk
watch the performence wif my old frens
have fun
went home
slept till 4
meet them play pool
pool till 11
went homed

i need u
yet u think i am jus insane?

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

i really care bout u
i can explain to u 10times
den explain to someone i dun care
zzz

still thinking whether to go to sch?
the run seems to be a lame one
zzz

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i am falling in a endless big hole):

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zzz

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

2day wen sch
the only word i can describe is boring
zz
morning 2periods of chem get back result
still not bad
lols
physics started throwing paper at her
i love it so much
chinese continue to do so
den she keep anyhow draw on my hands
so ugly lols
haha
quarel wif ppl
den mr tan stop me
den scolded me
mr tan our chinese teacher
sae if 5 of us went into a room
if he locked us up for 2 days
he open the door 2 person will be died
den the 5 of us is
me gab bx jq and ernest
den jq sae we 3 2gether
mean me him and gab
2gether
the plan is cor ernest help us
kill bx den after tat we 3 kill ernest
so one day one 2days
kill this two and we are free
lols
tats wat we think lah
haha
ve get back report book
still ok lah
hate it wen i saw i flunked my math
wtf
went npcc for total defence silver badge
went watch soccer wif hy till 7 plus den go eat
well done 3b(:

wanna get close to u but can i?
wanna tok to u but u cant

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Zzz

nv went sch
coz i sick?
lols
whole day so sian
so nth to sae about
2moro goin sch le
haha
tired
beast sia scold dogs lols

darkness falls in my life?
sunlight jus went thru without coming

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Monday, August 25, 2008

i am so bored
i am freaking bored
exam coming
cui liao
nb fone button spoilt pissed
dunnoe is the wx or yilong make spoilt
cb
wanna tok to u yet?

happyness nv come by

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

Deleted post on sat
jus no point lah
Zzz
pool till 12 plus went
home watch arsenal vs fulham
match den slept after tat.
haven even study yet
30plus days left?
how sia?
last minute again?
later watching olympics finals
usa vs spain
the united states will be the gold medalist
for sure.
having tution
must get back y knowledge
for my math
not them hu need to fuck off
think is me hu need to fuck off
zzz

u are not mine

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

morning fall in
sec1s late again
how to trust them again?
k lah
fnn got back test
quite ok
den math i fail overall?
is like fuck lor how can
i fail my test on gradient?
i din no anything lor
jus felt so stupid not to listen to class
on tat period of time
everything went normal
till afternoon
training
have drills
normal
but after tat alot things happen
since ii went for my inter-house
so dunno the scenerio they saein
so cant rreally noe hu wrong
interhouse 1st match din play coz i was late
wen i go
so they play
score quite near
2nd match against harmony
play 2nd half
den is like wen i nervous like cannot shoot lor
shoot like fuckers like tat
score one 5 points in tat match only.
last match against creativity
is a friendly match coz we are gd frens coz is
3a
haha
we win only one
den bronze?
why cant i stop being tat nervous?
den i can shoot properly
shoot a few air ball like in
our amkss basketball match against others
sch
i shoot about 4 only score one
cb
pissed of
why i am fucking nervous
knn
why i cant jus shoot normally
wtf
why?
cb
shit myself

shitty play
blame myself
for the disgrace

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Day was ruin early
in the morning
mdm aw give us wat dumb test
den she sae is to help us
but actually she is harming us lor
1st test done well the ppl
2nd test like shit lor
nb
den is like the same thing
but we forget almost everything lor
and i was stunned thru out
damn it
i blame myself being so dumb
jus purely dumb
flunk everything.
the day was like goin against me
mr lee lost my physics worksheet
den is like wth
2moro got inter house basketball
and npcc.
such shit life i hate it
hope i can stop this slacking shit

jus pretending i hate u
hope u noe wat is goin on

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

jus dun scold in my tagboard

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my tagboard is destroy by some doggys
so dun bother reading it.
is a exchange of negative remarks.
in the morning
we went to computer lab for our fnn
den so sian den started spamming each other blog
scolding ppl.
so is kind of lame.
nth much to sae.
have gd time toking cock wif the rest.
we go to basketball court is to watch basketball
but instead we watch gals play volleyball
lols
those wif me should noe wat i am toking
bout
nth much 2day
k stop liao.
shit those dogs hu are barking in my tagboard.
lol

still adapting

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Monday, August 18, 2008

sch was so sian
nth to sae
2day shooting was like wth.
after sch go to basketball court for
inter-house basketball for the lower sec.
alot basketball player come back help
dunwan come training den come wan to be
ref
wth
ppl keep disturb me becoz of her
yr suck man.
Dun try to destroy her image in my mind
lols
i wun tok to her so i din hong her.

nv have the chance
but keep gd image about u

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

so sian
jus so sian
arhx
math test on monday
more sian
jus dunnoe how to describe
my feelings.
dying off.
i jus miss u lah
and ompm for someone
jus dun think ppl forgot.

u are much prettier

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Friday, August 15, 2008

woohoo
2day wake up at 5.30
omg so cui.
we give sec1s privilege to fall in
at 7.10 instead of 7
they still late
so no more 7.10 for them.
lesson will fine.
hs were finding ppl to participate
for the mr amksian
but as usual no1
will wan the
so stupid ideas of pick a paper den if u kena
a smiley face den tio.
diaox
in the end the smiley face paper lost.
lols
den they dunnoe they do wat den become left a
few ppl.
den at last mdm aw help us pick
den
is jason is the lucky one
lols
he cui le.
after sch wen for the fnn test
tat i missed a few weeks back.
should have games for the sec1s de
but becoz of time constraint
we cant actually have games.
after we discuss decided to let them learn
new drills.so become drill session
but is like for 20mins?
tis i apologized to them.coz
we did promise them
but we are nt perfect.
so long since they last have trainin
so i rather them hate me den let
them slack thru out.
4pm a lecture given to them from mrsoh
as they will have a badge crime prevention.
tis should be the 1st badge they get.
after all tat my sec1s all pass the test
not bad after all rite?
haha
sec1s was like so eager to get the badge.
make me rmb of my sec1s life.
debrief and
let them homed.
k lah enough of npcc.
one step closer to my sec1s squad

i jus simply look up
from my class

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

2day nv go sch
something on
lols
go to sch for basketball trainin
2day got new coach come
tat coach was like damn fierce
no1 dare to slack
wat i can sae is damn tired.
we have foto taking for basketball oso.
after trainin wen walk out of sch gate saw
mr siva den he sae me for joining baskeball
as i have npcc.
den he cor me go think bout it
maybe he is rite lor?
basketball?
zzz
jason is a complain king.
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to *******

i am not a toy
and i hate to be one
is over

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

tere will be nth more bout u
tis is the things i wanted to sae last

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hope i will not be posting bout sad things again

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Sch was fine.
coz got go computer lab.
lols
haha
after sch
3.30 is chit chat session wif
my sec1s squad
den like so luan
here tok tere tok
so much complain
no complain about me
haha
tiny cadet complain quite alot seh(:
lols
i felt so suck lah
wen u are happy i am not the
one u wan share yr joy wif
wen u are sad i am oso not the one
u wan share yr sadness wif.
i jus cant have u
DAMN FUCK UP!

torturing days
cant stop my eyes
from moving to yr angle
i jus cant stop
wat u sae
can jus let me into millions of tots

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

2day
wen sch so tired.
morning damn tired and
dun feel like cooking so nv cook.
lols
wat they cook oso sian lah.
Everything will normal so
nth to elaborate.
chinese 28/40
haha
not bad.
After sch go eat
den go weixiong house wif jason
he sae wan go take psp charger so
cor me pei him.
Den weixiong xialan
keep dun wan go his real house.
k lah tats all.
Smooth 1st day.

I WAN WATCH ADVENTURE OF XINLING RETURNS!
jus cant have u

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Monday, August 11, 2008

whole day at home rot
So sian arh!
haha
2moro sch le
must start studying and stop fooling around le.
have not been studying in the past few weeks.
so must start le.
i jus cant have u):
jus some dream i have.

happiness jus dun come by

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

After ndp
back to normal life
going settle my sec1s squad problems.
Hope they noe how hard i try to help them.

This two days go out till late
ytd celebrated hs birthday.
Have quite alot of fun wif
3b frens.Play arcade watch movie
and go sakura eat.
i am poor now.
After everything we went justin house.
play cards and have fun.After tat me hy and
donald sd hs home as he alone.
See we so gd?
lols
They two sae one go play pool
but i sae i need go home i wan called someone.
So nv play.
Went home wif the two of them.
reach home about 1am.
cor her and tok till 2.20
den sleep.
Hope everything will go smooth
and follow the script tat i write.

XL
XL
XL

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Friday, August 8, 2008

i jus dun understand why
someone like her wan to be so lowdown
to go to someone hu badmouth bout
u ?
u dun have the dignity?
still go back to them?
dun have yr own stand?
i have enough of tis
tats nt my fucking problem and i wun
care anymore.
i care so much bout sec1s squad
yet?wat i get?
complains after complains):
and i am sry to the contigent as i ruin it):

i felt so shit
Hell is coming
When insanity arrived

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i screwed up the parade
Sry to everyone in the contigent
):
my fault i move alot becoz of my shirt dropping out.

Sry is wat i can sae
hope my npcc things is solve
i.m.y

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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

All the credits go to yr
and all the things done by us?
this is how political handle things?
Why does yr like to steal those credits?
Hate those ppl more today.

Thoughts running thru
Anger corrupted my mind

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having fever wun be going sch 2morro oso
hope can recover by friday so i can go 4 the ndp.
Tats all.
Dun try to gain authority to everything lah
it will make ppl dislike u even more.
walking around like big fuck?Everytime gd stuff go to
the same old ppl.Why?i jus dun understand.
I will not let tis shit go on anymore.
hate u more by the days going in NP.

i will make an impact on tis
and i definitely Will

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Tuesday, August 5, 2008

I MISS YOU
I.L.Y.XL
I.R.L.Y.XL

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Monday, August 4, 2008

yo
din post anything bout camp coz
the camp omg u noe lah?
reading from other UG frenz should be all
the same the lah so dun wan ppl to be bored lah
lols
the camp is total corked up lah.
Alot things happen 2day lah
slowly elaborate it
1stly 2day started the day wif math lesson
bored and stressed up as usual lo.
den pe play badminton wif my 3b frens.
den after tat english listen to songs mrs la
in gd mood so we all have quite a gd time wif her.
hope 2moro will be the same(:
chinese i have test becoz i was absent last week so i take it 2day
coz tis is a 2 period lesson.
the test was damn difficult lah.
tons of words dunnoe how to read.
in test i tok so mr tan wanted to cor me keep quiet
den he cor wrong name wat wei liang
den i sae no is le ge
whole class laugh lol
noe is bad but haha is fun lah
he wun angry de lah and he wanted to pinched mr ear but i siam off
i jus playin nia lah
if he cor my name wrong again den i will sae it again.
Le ge?lols
After sch go market eat den go back play basketball
shoot about 6 very far de shot and i score 2 so proud of myself.
very hard de yr noe?
is about alot steps away from the 3 point line lor.
After tat play match me and jq 1team den vs jason hs and wx 1team
we coordinate quite well and turn the game around to win them 7-6 rush off to np rm
after i took the winning shot lols i so proud of myself(:They have trainin den i wen to ndp trainin
so counted as i pon basketball bahx
sry jason for ps u coz no choice basketball 2nd cca
so must go tis 1st coz sch ndp parade coming
will go trainin de lah so dun worry.
NDP do same old stuff again
rehearsal after rehearsal
have breaks in between to hydrate us.
After all the trainin barrie yong bang and calvin
come to our squad trying to settle our conflicts
but think tere is not much they can do lah
i voice out wat i not happy wif if u my close fren
den u will noe lah.
me and some of them have the same common problem in mind.
When a particular UG cadets start to corrupt each other mind how can
conflicts ever be solve?
Bias here and tere?
we oso born as a human not
a fucking freak ?
u can do it we oso can do it?
wat make u have the rite to have better life den us?
Every crap shit things we do?
watever prvileges u all get?
Why?
becoz u have gd frens at the top?
why not those gaining all the privileges the ppl come exchange everything lah
we in yr post u in ours lah.
Still complain bout us did not do a gd job
jus fucking come and try it lah.
And Pls Sec3s give yr basic
respect to weigeng and weixiang jus becoz they are weird in behaviour and
anti-social so yr can bully them and cast them aside ar i did give them basic respect tat both of them need.
Wen u need help cor them no need help kick them aside like fucking fools like tat?
they are human not a toy ok?imagine u are them den get fucking ill treat my squadmates
how will u feel?
they oso was given birth from mothers ?
like yr ok?u all are not better den them.
they are not dogs lah.
Every gd things
yr get den fucking shit things we get?gaining lots of flavour for everything le
in camp post in ndp post in npcc room in everything and tried to control my sec1 squad?
i am telling u
JUS FUCK OFF

I.L.Y.XL
I.R.L.Y.XL

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